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Where you going? Fucking nowhere!

27th March, 2005. 1:09 am.

I just wanted to wish myself a Happy Easter. And that you all suck(cept for a select few, no not you)Well that's all for now. Guess I'll be back next year. Peace bitches!

p.s. I love you all!

Current mood: chipper.

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8th February, 2005. 10:46 pm. Don't forget the forgotten

Sterile Emotions...

We're playing a game of Chess. It's your move. But you can't move the Queen, she's protecting your King. Think hard, think wise, and plan your attack.

Kenny I updated. I don't like updating that much anymore because it makes me think about things. I don't want to think about things that much anymore. But I did update none the less so you have to comment. My skin is still all fucked up, I think it's getting better but it's still pretty bad. :/ Second day of work tomorrow, yay! :x what else to say, I do not know, what else to say, too late I must go. Over and Out.

Current mood: blah.

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1st February, 2005. 8:58 pm. Freedom's a funny word. Who wants Free Dumb? I generate plenty.

Life is so strange, all the twists and turns in one person's plot of life. I'm still trying to figure out if my book is a comedy or a drama, I'm hoping it's a romance novel but chances are in the end it'd be a tradegy. I love my life and who I am but sometimes it feels like my feelings are reversed for when it comes to what I've got. Not that I should really be complaining but just that I've always wanted more.
What am I really talking about? You wont know. So just comment about my new hair cut or lack there of or whatever you want.

Hi.

klater

Current mood: exanimate.

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25th January, 2005. 9:38 pm. I'm updating mother beaches!

Less than a week till school starts again, sadly I am looking forward to it.
I might go to the Clipper game on monday against the Knicks with some friends, that should be fun.
Lost my last game in the mexican league on sunday :( My dad got thrown out of the game and I almost got into a fight. It was good times.
I hope the Eagles win the Superbowl, and I hope T.O. plays too.
Don't know what else to update about. I gotta go pee now. Peace!

Current mood: calm.

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11th January, 2005. 12:41 am. Aloow me to update about my life...

Good times good times. :)

Thank you Good Bye

Current mood: chipper.

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28th December, 2004. 11:14 pm. Stole it from ,Kenny, I updated

Still here in Bakersfield. I'm actually enjoying it and plan on staying a little longer than I expected.I mostly just stay in my room or play with my dogs then go out with my mom when she comes home from work but it's still enjoyable.

1. what did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Finished the dates with 04 on the top of my papers

2. did you keep your new year's resolutions, & will you make more for next year?
Never make any

3. did anyone close to you give birth?
Yeah a few of my cousins

4. did anyone close to you die?
Nope, I was lucky

5. what countries did you visit?
none

6. what would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
drivers license

7. what date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, & why?
I dunno, my birthday? I don't really remember the dates of things

8. what was your biggest achievement of the year?
Being the first in my family to go to college! Woo!! eventhough it wasn't that hard.

9. what was your biggest failure?
Your mission is a failure

10. did you suffer illness or injury?
I've been injured so many times I don't feel complete without some sort of pain.

11. what was the best thing you bought?
my MP3 player

12. whose behaviour merited celebration?
wtf? my mom's always nice to me

13. whose behaviour made you appalled & depressed?
my own

14. where did most of your money go?
To csun

15. what did you get really, really, really excited about?
My basketball games when I played at Monroe still, and I used to get excited when I got to be with sasha.

16. what song will always remind you of 2004?
Jesus Walks

17. compared to this time last year, are you:
happier or sadder? I don't remember how happy I was last year
thinner or fatter? thinner
richer or poorer? Richer

18. what do you wish you'd done more of?
Hung out with friends/spend time with my family

19. what do you wish you'd done less of?
think

20. how will you be spending xmas?
With family

22. did you fall in love in 2004?
It had potential :x

23. how many one-night stands?
356

24. what was your favorite tv program?
Wrestling. Duh!

25. do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Hate? nah

26. what was the best book you read?
Catcher in the Rye, though I just started Teitam Brown and I might end up liking it more

27. what was your greatest musical discovery?
Taking Back Sunday(maybe that was 03 I don't remember)

28. what did you want & get?
My dodger jacket for Christmas :P

29. what did you want & not get?
Someone

30. what was your favorite film of this year?
Pirates of the Caribbean

31. what did you do on your birthday, & how old were you?
Had a little party thing at my brothers house, 18

32. what one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
winning the lotto possibly

33. how would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
plain, I guess

34. what kept you sane?
fear of insanity

35. which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Denise Richards I guess

36. what political issue stirred you the most?
Fuckin fags and their faggot ways

37. who did you miss?
since I left to college, my mom

38. who was the best new person you met?
Sasha

39. tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Look for tomorrow, today is yesterday

40. quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
I walk alone/Maintaining

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6th December, 2004. 11:17 pm. It's Almost Over

It's almost finished.

Current mood: content.

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5th December, 2004. 1:19 am. Why am I so Naive when it comes to this shit?

I feel like shit, I feel like shit. OoOH I feel like shit!
I don't know what to think, I don't know what to do. I just get so confused, from all the shit we go through. I wish there was a cure, because I got it bad. I don't know what I got, but I miss what we had. If you do not know, what it is I'm saying. Than you're an idiot, no I'm just playing. fuck fuck fuck. Why did tonight have to suck? Answer me this, answer me that. Tomorrow will suck too, and that's a fact.

The End!

p.s. I am to lazy to explain myself. And if you don't know then you wont know, nigga.

Current mood: my outlook looks grimm.

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22nd November, 2004. 11:51 pm. You want updates? I'll give you fucking updates!!!

This is an update, mother fucker. I just bought the Mos Def cd, and it kind of pisses me off. He doesn't rap as much as I wanted him to, he does a lot of that stupid kind of shit Andre 3000 did on his cd, which is kind of lame because I wanted Mos Def the rapper not the musician. I donated 81 cents!!! to the feed hungry children for thankgiving cause or whatever the fuck it was, I always feel bad not donating but sometimes I don't have any change. I kind of wish I still had those 3 quarters though, I know I'll need them in a few days for laundry. :( Well thanksgiving is coming up, I'm heading back up to my home for the first time in a while, probably spend a few days up there. Then it's back to school for another week or so, not much. Then after that it's almost 2 months of nothing. I'll probably get a job over that period and just get my life and priorities straight because right now it just feels like they're all out of wack. Is it time for me to grow up yet? Nah, but it's time for more responsibilities.

Current mood: Cock sucker face?.

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22nd November, 2004. 10:17 pm. I know what I want but I don't know what to do to get it. Fuck me! (not literally)

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